| its been 2 years since i last updated.. im at work right now being bored. urggh i wish it was busy today, its so hard to stay awake specially when im just sitting here waiting for the phone to ring. oh yah i got promoted, well kinda..i dont have to walk around the whole hospital now, all i do now is sit on my ass all day and answer phone. Occasionally, i do some paper works for the dietitians. its pretty easy and i get 3 bucks more than i did before. so that means im gonna be posting blog here almost everyday now, because this is all i can do at wrk to past time, cause everything else is freakin blocked(no myspace  ) ive been so tired lately. i havent gotten enough sleep. i went out to zentra last night with dj and cindy and some other people. it was sooooooooo much fun. at first i thought it would kinda be awkward because i always get worried that other people arent having fun, so it ruins my fun. i always want everyone to be involve, i dont want anyone feeling out of place. but last night i could care less..hehehe. i dont think anyone felt out of place at all but i really didnt care. i havent had that much fun since california. we had soo many guys drooling all over us ( not trying to sound cocky at all but it was true) we wouldve had soo many free drinks but we didnt take advantage. we were already buzz by the time we got to the club and i didnt wanna get to drunk cause i had to wrk the next day. anyway we had a few free drinks. anyways to sum it all up, we had fun!!!! what else can i writeabout myself? hehe i love this, i can just talk about myself and no one cares...... oh yah, i have been with this guy for about 15 months now..hmm longer than what i expected. his name is jimmy, he's chinese, which was a big whoa for me too, not that i dont date other races. ive always believed that if i wanted a long term relationship, it would be with a filipino guy. im not racist, i just thought it would be easier because of language and the culture. i met him at a club(one of the reason y i thought it was just a fling). my friend april and i was just messing around and she pushed me against him . at the time, i was obssessed with asian dramas, specially korean dramas, and we thought he was korean. so anyway, my friend pushed me so i bumped into him "accidentally". then i apologized, then i danced with him, then he asked for my number. the next night we went out again and i saw him there. i was trying to avoid him too, hehe i dunno why. he said he was gonna call me the next day but he never did, not that i even noticed. i had my own problems at the time. i wasnt thinking about other guys at all(im not even gonna get into that right now) anyways, he called, it took me a while to remember who he was. i didnt talk to him that long cause it felt awkward talking to someone new. i didnt know what to talk about. he kept calling and i kept making up excuses to hang up. he wanted to meet up at the bball place where my guy friends play. at first i hesitated so i backed out, then i finally agreed to meet up with him. i was scared to. i dunno why i was tho. but mannnnnnnnnnn was i wrong... it just turns me on when a guy can play basketball. and he can play really good .he even beat my ex ..hehe..so after,we talked for hours and hours and then here we are 15 months later. he made fall in love with him. it was kinda a relief because i thought i was doomed to be alone cause i never found anyone that i actually liked (for more than 2 weeks at least) we have nothin in common except our sense of humor, meaning we're not funny to other people but we're funny to each other and we still both have an accent ..we both a fob, even tho he wont admit it. i love him very much . im his little baby,or at least thats how he treats me, not that im complaining or anything. he takes good care of me. he balances my allowance, or at least he tries( very hard) . he makes sure no one mistreats me, he feeds me(i gained 20 pounds since i met him) and he always let me have my way. the bonus part is, when i do decide to introduce him to my whole family, i already know that they'll love him. i love how my life is going right now. little problems here and there but its nothing i cant handle. maynnn, i wrote sooo much. this isnt meant to be read. i was just typing how i feel. its nice to look back on this after a few months or even years... |
..We were all just laughing at anything basically, specially the guys, it kinda seemed like we were all high on something..lol. it was a funny sight. 
i feel like shit right now. 